2001 AD
I thought that I never have images of any family so here is an image of Sylvia the human that had the ovum that grew to be me. Sylvia graduated from Western College for Women, did secretary work, modelled for a number of years, but then chose to throw away all independence and be a full time house wife human caring for Tom and me. Sylvia has survived years of torture in psychiatric hospitals and massive doses of stelazene, thorazine and other neuroleptic drugs, and for what? Sylvia has always been gentle and friendly. The only time Sylvia has ever been violent was May 1, 1985 when she slapped me, and perhaps a spank or two when I was younger. One time she shoved a toothbrush in my mouth when I refused to brush. I think that the main problem was that Sylvia is atheist and wanted a divorce. The father of Sylvia tried to have her mother Norma commited to a psychiatric hospital, but a human labelled doctor told Norma "lady, you don't need a doctor, you need a lawyer." I saw a funny video of a female human labelled psychotic because she stopped wearing cosmetics but healed when she put the cosmetics back on and cooked for her husband again...one funny part was when the female human (acting in an "educational" psychology [=bunk, and a low income career] video) said "a big fat zero..." and I laughed. Sylvia has gained waight since being seen in the 1992-4 video "Sylvia". This video will eventually be on the web. I am sure a number of humans will feel certain that not only should Sylvia had been drugged for insanity, but I also should be. But, I argue that, like witchcraft and religion, having inaccurate, untraditional or irrational views of the universe and other humans is no reason to be locked in a hospital or drugged. Perhaps having an inaccurate interpretation of the universe is reason to try and teach a human science.
12-04-2002
One thing I want to add is that Sylvia had the vision to see that buying (me and Tom) a computer (an early Apple ][+) was worth her entire $3000 inheritance (from her mother Norma). I learned to program on that computer and now have a career and skills that will help me survive for the rest of my life. So I am grateful for that and think that it hints at the kind of person she is.
As I typed Sylvia is atheist (as am I) and enjoyed reading Ayn Rand books, and enjoyed Rand lectures. That Ayn Rand was also smart, atheist, and proscience makes me think that Sylvia may support those ideas too, although Sylvia did not pursue an interest in science as far as I have. I think that the inexperience and silence surrounding sex, and perhaps even the antisexuality that still exists in both my parents, is typical of married people, and typical in this religion dominated group of people on earth. What is interesting is that I am the product of a marriage, but then promptly rejected (and still do) the idea of marriage as early (and probably earlier) than age 21. After I plopped out on to the planet and was able to manuever with my feet, I thought that there must be a more natural method to have sex, reproduce, mate, and make friends. This appears obvious to me.
So to close this, Sylvia is now 65 years on this planet and lives happily, wanting to be left alone with the few friends she has (on a tiny planet of 6 billion that will be tough!). Sylvia is the opposite of me in that sense, I welcome communication. I have every thing to say, share, see and hear.
03/25/2007
Well, this is the closing of the book on the life of Sylvia, she was apparently killed by a laser beam on Sunday March 04 2007 around 10PM EST. Although it sounds insane and impossible, insiders have strongly hinted that this is what happened to her. It's kind of bizarre that the death certificate has 03/09/07, because it doesn't take a genius to put together her time of death. My brother was on the phone with her just seconds before she was killed. The corruption among the insiders, in particular under Bush jr, is just Nazistic...it's shockingly terrible. They lie about absolutely everything. They murder innocent people with a push of a button and people just sit there and watch them. Can you imagine an autopsy or investigation that claims that beam technology was probably used to cause a heart attack in a person? It just doesn't happen yet, but I think it will once the public figures out what has been going on for the past century. It will be as easy as insiders have it now to know for sure what really happened to a person that was murdered.
My Mom was a wonderful person, she was very friendly and cared very much for my brother and I. She was very sheltered, for example, she couldn't figure out how to connect her DVD player, and was a product of the 50s and 60s. She couldn't really understand the modern technology. She had a tough time battling the stuff that was constantly on her mind (like many of us do). My brother and I had in some way a privileged interaction with her, because we were the few she really trusted and poured much of her love onto. I tried often to explain to her about how people can see and hear thoughts, I sent her "The Thought Hearing Machine" which she read and enjoyed. I remember once telling her: "if you could hear thoughts of your neighbors, and the people around you, wouldn't you like that?" and she was always adament in her response of "no". So she didn't really understand the new way of communication that has been kept secret from even before her birth in 1937.
Many of the times my Mom did something unusual (such as write her name on nearly every piece of furniture she owned) had a basis in the secret camera-thought net. If we ever do get to see the videos, I think it would be very revealing to see how Nazistic religious fanatic insiders routinely entered her house and stole and moved things. It would explain a lot. And I don't doubt that much of her mistrust would be removed if she was included, and could get video from inside people's houses and heads beamed onto her brain. The story of my family is kind of interesting, because even my Dad, who worked tirelessly 12 hour days helping the Syracuse community was excluded until the mid or late 1990s. It goes to show you how evil the majority of insiders are. As a result the excluded, like my family are victimized by the included, who are lawless, violent, totally criminal in every way, and they pray on excluded, planting terrible suggestions in their minds. Many times, the poor excluded are no match for the 100 year old secret technology that stimulates neurons to make images, sounds appear in a person's mind, and to move muscles, etc. I think probably 50% of the so-called people with "mental" problems are excluded who have come up with creative explanations for this technology that they have never been shown but routinely feel the effects of.
I recorded some of the phone calls I had with my Mom, including the last one, a week before she was killed. I sometimes play these, and when I do, her personality comes immediately back to me and fills up my mind. I definitely will miss her phone calls which came every Sunday around 7pm PST. She almost never missed a phone call for years. Being excluded, I don't have many friends. She really was my best friend and we were partners in the "excluded who at least know they are excluded".
If this person named "Steve" that killed my Mom is relatively young, there is still a lot of time to convict them of murder, and there are probably many thousands of other people who are looking for justice for murder victims of secret technology. I'm hopeful for the future, there are many murderers on the loose, but the Internet is bringing more and more videos to the public. Eventually, you know it is inevitable, that the excluded will see and figure out that thought has been seen and heard secretly for a century. The only question is when.